I'm beginning to think I am a very bad person. Some might find it hard to believe other might think it but no one has a clue of what I am speaking of. As i bounce from happy to sad, happy to sad, I start to think and think I must not.

pause break STOP.....


GO

Oh well, i need to go to work I'll finish this later

So it is a bit latter but i have decided to stop the madness and save this problem for a day, preferably never, down the road.